Sunday, July 29, 2012

#Annoying Annual Post


Three and a half years ago our family was a complete functioning unit. By no means were we "picture perfect" - we bickered, we yelled, we rolled our eyes. But at the end of the day we loved each other more than anything and we supported every decision we made. We had parents who loved each other more than anything, and siblings who were closer than best friends.

On April 19 2010 our entire lives were turned upside down, our loving father and husband Terry was diagnosed with a rare form of sinus cancer. He fought hard and courageously, undergoing life changing surgeries, intense chemotherapy, and agonizing radiation, all the while staying positive and counting all the blessings God had given him. 



On May 7 2011, we said our final goodbye to Terry. Today, we stand strong as a family of five, using our brokenness to bring us closer together. Not a day passes by where we don't wish we still had a loving Husband and Daddy, but not a moment passes where we aren't thankful for every moment we had with him. 



We have felt the cold, cruel touch of cancer, and we wish this pain upon no person or family. So in Terry's memory, the five of us, along with close family and friends, will raise money and run or walk to find a cure for cancer. Please support us in our endeavour to kick cancer's ass!

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

#Roaming Through The Night To Find My Place In This World

Some days I feel just as broken as the day I sat beside you in that hospital room, coaxing you to let go.

Just as hurt.

And lost.

And alone.

And helpless.

Some days I feel like I have nothing to offer.

Like I can't help people.

Like I've lost my meaning.

And I know it's just some days. And that it will pass.

But today is one of those days.

Today I'm broken.

And alone.

And hurt.

And breathless.

And apparently really depressing.

But tomorrow is a new day. With new hope. And new feelings.

It needs to be tomorrow. Right now.



Tuesday, July 10, 2012

#My president is black, and my Prius is blue.

I just want everyone to know that -

Most healthcare providers top priorities while you are sick in the hospital are:

a) find out why you are there
b) fix the reason you are there
c) get you out of there

And my top priority while you are sick in the hospital is:

a) make your unit one giant blanket fort

Oops.

I may need to grow up a little bit.