I've been thinking back lately.
And there is one conversation that stands out in my mind.
He was standing with me in the kitchen. I asked him if he would ever leave, I was so scared he would leave.
"Baby," he told me "I won't ever leave you or your mommy. love you both very much. I made that promise to her, I will make that promise to you, but even more importantly I made that promise to myself. I will never leave you. I will always love you. I will do everything I can to keep you guys happy and safe."
He meant it. Every word, he meant it. I know he loved me. Those were the last five words he whispered to me. I will always love you.
I miss him. So much it makes my chest tight and hurty to even think about it.
But I couldn't have a guardian angel more committed to keeping me and my family safe.
And with the assurance that I have my two daddy's who love me very much watching over me I finally have some peace in my heart about going.
Keep me safe Daddy, I love you.
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